The reason behind the scene..

Why i make a blog for myself...am i that unlucky...???
I choose to make my blog is to residue my anger and temper..
My target is to pour out my sorrowness and sadness in this blog..
I didn't think of letting anyone see and it is none other than my plan..
Thanks if you wanna read but then please keep it shut..Don't force me to go any further..
Cause let my life SUCK IT UNTIL THE END...NOBODY COULD DO ANYTHING TO STOP THE UNFORTUNATE EVENTS O BEFALL OVER ME...YOU COULD HELP ME MOURN BUT NOT LAUGHING AT IT OR PROBING ABOUT IT..PLEASE..OR MAYBE WHAT I AM THINKING WAS A WRONG THOUGHT YOU COULD TELL ME AND ASK ME TO STOP..THANKS..FOR WASTING YOUR PRECIOUS TIME IN READING THIS CRAP...THIS IS REALLY A CRAP

The Truth is...

Am i taking things for granted...??
Am i the one who always makes mistake or am i the one who always become the scapegoat..
Sometimes i think that the world is unfair...Sometimes i think that the world is beautiful..
What is it...??? We don't Know...The fact is...My Life is full of unfortunate events that always fall over to me... Lucky i got two people in my life..which i always relying on and always seek my solutions when i am in the dead end...none other than my grandma and my girlfriend...now i got three actually..my sister..she's cute, smart and some said she looks alike with me..
i am looking forward at where one day my life will be full of color..
Oops... I have forgotten to introduced my little sister...
Name : Secret
Age : 15 years old now...
B'day : 31th March...6 days after me..
Location : Batam
School : Yos Sudarso
Why i regard her as my small sister because she looks alike, because i knew that both of us need someone to care.. hehe.. that's my point of view.. i really don't know whether she will be reading this but that's my opinion.. and when one time where we hang out she told me that she is looking forward to have a "BIG" brother... you see the quote... haha .. Sounds funny isn't it???
yeah i am a big guy in shape..size..experience..and age of course..

Believe me..!!

This sunday, my aunt will be coming to my country for sightseeing..
Without hesitation, i agreed to be her tour guide..
i thought that will be a great help for my family..
one of the family member aka Ken...
thought that i will be earning some profit from touring my aunt...that's ridiculous and so mean of ken...
Instead of praising me , ken accused that i will be earning things or taking advantages from my aunt and friends...Haizzz...
why can't ken believe me...what have i done wrong...???

Morning Fight

5 minutes before i left for my work...i have to fight with my family members..whereas i seldom eat at home... i found that i missed my homecook soup...i requested but it seemed that they don't even care about my request and said that ask grandma to do the cooking... i stared to quarell with them like they don't even care about me anymore...